Rob, you have many interesting vase holders. I love the vases in themselves, for the history they hold. One of them - identifying himself with the year he was dying in - said these words to me a few days ago....
"I am the container. You can see the scars on my shell from the passage of time. I am the empty vessel that has always lent itself to this, without protest. I have watched within me the things I have seen die, without ever dressing in mourning. From them, I have been tasted and changed. I have contained and cared for them with dedication, their life remains in my rind as a mark, but it does not belong to me. A mould, a crust, a chip are traces of a biological path that was theirs, in the face of a mineral and moral ageing that remains in me. Matter that was theirs, which is now my history.
Muddy peat, moist clay, dry sand. Fired clay, I am myself, in the end; in me, I have hosted whoever was here. Dry water, cold sun, blind light. Give me any plant, and let its vigorous and strong roots once again fill my darkness, in the company of ecstatic mushrooms, the small earth crustaceans they call piglets, delicate yeasts, and centipedes tracing my inner circumference in a circle, and batteries of bacteria, glass snails, silverfishes, shy midges, and tiny creatures here and there. With the cold of night, the heat rarely... Vertical horizon, the surface of life that I stubbornly remain for them all.
They scarify me, seeds that grew humbly and seeds that sacrificed themselves as martyrs in the scent of humus. My exposed flesh wrinkles, and while I die (a blind container of myself), tonight I fill up with memories and sweat lime. Sleep hypnotises me now.
All is well, it is a beautiful way to leave this world, in its final moments, sweet, savoury, and lovable.
I am a container, I make way for 2025 and the populations of new growths that will inhabit it.
Goodbye, happy New Year."